My Anxieties :/

February 24, 2013

So, remember I told you of a friend's birthday party in the previous post? Well. I had decided to chicken out and not go. I told her on Facebook but she totally insisted that I come. I kind of gave her my word and I'm now going to a party where I know no body but the host.

Oh. My. God. I am having social anxieties. There is basically going to be two groups of people who don't know each other and then there is me. Do I have a problem for feeling this way? Probably not. This is daunting for most people out there. For me, however, this is crucial. This is because I NEED to improve my social skills.

I am going to try and make myself feel better now. What is the worst that can happen? If things don't go smoothly I can always leave early right? Also, why am I afraid of people's judgment? As it is, I don't know anybody there except the host and maybe the hosts parents who might turn up. I just have to be myself.

Breathe. Go for it with a positive attitude! I am going to have a GREAT time mingling with new and interesting people.

I'll give you an update after the party. Alright?

Will be back soon,
S.